My sister used to drive us in circles on the HIghways of Houston. I was 15 she was 25. I learned a lot on these drives, about her, about love, about being 25, and sometimes about the things i promised myself i wouldnt be or do.
THree weeks to lose the "I totally like HIM!!!" infatuation.
Three weeks to get over the few guys who drop me before the three weeks are up.
Three week marker of dating suggesting we'll make it to three months.
Three month breakup. Very common.
I was 15, what did I know? SHe was the oldest, sheltered until let free at 18 to only immediately get pregnant.
yes, pointless entry. nostalgic and reminicint days.
Probably brought on by my brothers wedding next week!
I love me some pre-wedding fasting. lol.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
couch 101
I have a few addictions that I need to learn to manage.
I say manage because I am very convinced that I am addicted, so moderation is my first step.
-OK. So, let us begin by focusing on something else this coming weekend. Something you haven't focused on in a while? OH! You're time is up...finish that thought next week. You're doing great.
Pfft. Thanks.
I say manage because I am very convinced that I am addicted, so moderation is my first step.
-OK. So, let us begin by focusing on something else this coming weekend. Something you haven't focused on in a while? OH! You're time is up...finish that thought next week. You're doing great.
Pfft. Thanks.
Monday, March 9, 2009
mellow like a cello
it happens...
that feel good zephyr,
similar to that magic couch
like that yellow submarine
or those blue sheets
taking me on a very satifying ride
dropping sunshine in my pocket
it feels good to feel this good.
that feel good zephyr,
similar to that magic couch
like that yellow submarine
or those blue sheets
taking me on a very satifying ride
dropping sunshine in my pocket
it feels good to feel this good.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
it makes sense
K: so I'm doing it!
-what?
K: have a breast augmentation appointment on Friday, thought you should know.
-wow! ha! well good for you , but aren't you a full B?...but I guess you used to be a very full C
K: yea my girls ruined me! haha! AND they are 30% off if I pay cash...good thing, cause I don't really feel like putting these on credit.
-yea..true.. with the recession in full swing, you don't wanna commit to any long term costs.
-watermelon boobies are good...i assume
-what?
K: have a breast augmentation appointment on Friday, thought you should know.
-wow! ha! well good for you , but aren't you a full B?...but I guess you used to be a very full C
K: yea my girls ruined me! haha! AND they are 30% off if I pay cash...good thing, cause I don't really feel like putting these on credit.
-yea..true.. with the recession in full swing, you don't wanna commit to any long term costs.
-watermelon boobies are good...i assume
Sunday, March 1, 2009
nostalgic letters
the wrench turns to the ink
a breath of relief
familiar
sliding legs together
then apart to discontent
spread eagle to the sun
playing our fingerprints
falling to the cold blades
so smooth
so much more perfect
at arms length
a breath of relief
familiar
sliding legs together
then apart to discontent
spread eagle to the sun
playing our fingerprints
falling to the cold blades
so smooth
so much more perfect
at arms length
Thursday, February 26, 2009
REMiniscent phonecalls
AFTER A SHOW, sidewalk:
-why are you being such a bitch?, loudly spoken... proclaimed.
her gasp, a strong shift
her stride stops, a girl bumps into her from behind.
the anger! it rose like something new.
a bite of her lip, searching for ANY warm resonance
something to hold on to... nothing
his ground covered, almost a block ahead already
inhale, turnaround, exhale, walk (away)
lips at a temble, eyes at welt
FIVE GUYS, maybe an hour later:
a bacon cheese hotdog please...
-onions?
yes...lots... diet coke
-fries?
a sniffled yea, fries.
.
.
.
her phone in hand, back at her ear again
half forgotten fries on the side, dripping thumb of cheese
mumbling, licking, bawling
FUCK HIM!!!
god...IM A FUCKING MESS!!!!!
sighed chuckle at her ear.. yea hun, you are.
-why are you being such a bitch?, loudly spoken... proclaimed.
her gasp, a strong shift
her stride stops, a girl bumps into her from behind.
the anger! it rose like something new.
a bite of her lip, searching for ANY warm resonance
something to hold on to... nothing
his ground covered, almost a block ahead already
inhale, turnaround, exhale, walk (away)
lips at a temble, eyes at welt
FIVE GUYS, maybe an hour later:
a bacon cheese hotdog please...
-onions?
yes...lots... diet coke
-fries?
a sniffled yea, fries.
.
.
.
her phone in hand, back at her ear again
half forgotten fries on the side, dripping thumb of cheese
mumbling, licking, bawling
FUCK HIM!!!
god...IM A FUCKING MESS!!!!!
sighed chuckle at her ear.. yea hun, you are.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
happy love day!
http://thislife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?episode=374
I haven't listened to the whole thing myself to be honest, but the Introduction (followed by 3 acts-stories) is held close to my heart... by relation to my best friend's heart. He said it was good, so I believe him. Enjoy, as I will.
note: u might have to be in the "listening" mood. :)
I haven't listened to the whole thing myself to be honest, but the Introduction (followed by 3 acts-stories) is held close to my heart... by relation to my best friend's heart. He said it was good, so I believe him. Enjoy, as I will.
note: u might have to be in the "listening" mood. :)
Sunday, February 22, 2009
ctrl + Z
backspace your way here why don't you
tapping that cushion at my side
marking your sunken seat
watching that tune we danced to
ah yes...listen
breathe
forget
..
..
..
in sync
so seperately unique
tapping that cushion at my side
marking your sunken seat
watching that tune we danced to
ah yes...listen
breathe
forget
..
..
..
in sync
so seperately unique
Thursday, February 19, 2009
city lights
they pass, testing me
instigating
tawnting
initiating my angry words
well, FUCK YOU!
monkeys in the cage sense my vengeance
my calm to thoughts of massacre
mocked by a loney mouse that scatters across my desk
deleting my simple smile
instigating
tawnting
initiating my angry words
well, FUCK YOU!
monkeys in the cage sense my vengeance
my calm to thoughts of massacre
mocked by a loney mouse that scatters across my desk
deleting my simple smile
Monday, February 16, 2009
seriously...
why would i not take into consideration that i had to work today...as i drank my fourth Jameson on the rocks lastnight?
it's been years since i had a hangover at work
it's been years since i had a hangover at work
Thursday, February 12, 2009
trying days
it would be so easy to crawl under a nice fresh down comfortor right now...alone...just me.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
you tease!
tomorrow you'll be a memory
your golden stare on my cheeks
dancing notes on my shirt
replaced by cold
...
a little girl on the train today was bundled in pink in her stroller... and her stares looked so contemplative. not curious, nor happy, nor sleepy, but as if she was in deep thought.
then she sneezed and laughed.
looking up with a smile myself, i noticed a much older gentleman looking at me look at the child. the age difference was complimentary i suppose.
your golden stare on my cheeks
dancing notes on my shirt
replaced by cold
...
a little girl on the train today was bundled in pink in her stroller... and her stares looked so contemplative. not curious, nor happy, nor sleepy, but as if she was in deep thought.
then she sneezed and laughed.
looking up with a smile myself, i noticed a much older gentleman looking at me look at the child. the age difference was complimentary i suppose.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
voila
:the crimson red fabric is raised
it was there before, sadly
even my curiosity to its dissapearance, diluted
a bitter sigh of relief, so
finally, gone.
it was there before, sadly
even my curiosity to its dissapearance, diluted
a bitter sigh of relief, so
finally, gone.
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